Where am I?
in Poland, Jelenia Gora.

What's up?
money almost gone. living in Bed and Breakfast rooms. money left for 10 days. was going to sell part of my land. not possible now, because the land appeared not to have been divided. the geodeta engineer didn't do the job i gave him. now he tells me i have to wait till december before I can sell it.
ouch. with the upcoming winter and dwindling finances I got no place to go. can't live in amsterdam. radiation levels in the neighbourhood i live in are too high.
just recently was bitten by a lyme tick again. became horribly sick with almost no hope for recovery, almost fainted on the street. (that never ever happened before, kinda dangerous). fortunately found some chinese herbs which seem to work and help healing.

Hearts Desire
Want to take up teaching Tai Chi again. People seem to enjoy my classes. spend the winter in a warm country.

Challenge
prevent bankruptcy. pay my bills. get a place to live. become healthy again after the tick bite.

does this inspire me?
No.
what does inspire me?
change of heart.